Odd's and End's

UGH!!!!!!!!! Is just how I feel this morning. The past 24 hours were from hell. I woke up yesterday morning, hurting so bad I was almost in tears. My body felt like I was run over by a dozen steam rollers. My head was pounding, I had really bad pains in my stomach and both my hands were numb. Not a good thing, I know. I took my BP meds, baby aspirin, stress tab, womans vitamin, and a Darvacet and I felt a little better about an hour or so later. It's a good thing too, because I had grocery shopping to do, and had to go on line and pay bills. All went well with bill paying except for telephone bill. Every fricken time I hit the Pay Bill Now button my fricking computer froze up. So I had to restart computer. I did this 6 times. Finally I said to hell with it and called in the payment over the phone. But by doing that they charge an extra $3.75, unlike internet where I don't get charged, grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. So, after that Rebecca and I go to my oldest daughter Emma's. I was gonna leave Rebecca there and go grocery shopping alone for some peace and quiet. Didn't happen!!! My adorable lil man says, "Mommom me go chopping too?" He can't say shopping, so he says chopping, lol. I say, No, honey. Mommom is going alone this time. He looks sad and walks up to me wrapping his little arms around me looks up with those big brown eyes and says, "Pweeeeeze, Mommom, me go chopping wid you? Did I give in? You bet I did, lol. I cannot say no to him and he knows this. So, Emma changed his diaper and I used her car because his carseat was already in it and off Daniel and I went. After shopping he says hungy Mommom. So we stopped at Burger King. He ate half of a hamburger and all of a size small french fries. I guess he was hungry, or is that hungy, lol. He drank all his apple juice too. I had my usual, Fish sandwich and unsweetened iced tea.

We arrived back at Emma's, and I took him into the hose along with his very own shopping bag which contained gold fish crackers and chocolate chip cookies. He hands his mommy his bag and says Look mommy cookies, fishies, lol. He was so happy. I then unloaded all 15 bags from Emmas car and put them in my van, collected Rebecca and we came home. I all of a sudden got hit with dizziness, shortness of breath, and pain so bad it felt like I was being stabbed all over my body and I was sweating so bad water was just pouring out of my pores. Rebecca knew something was wrong so this little girl helped me unload the van. She carried all but 3 bags up the 14 steps and into the kitchen. It took me over 5 minutes to climb the steps. I sat down on bottom step and walked up sitting on my butt. I knew if I tried to stand I'd probably pass out and fall. She helped put the food away, and fixed me a glass of iced cold diet pepsi and got herself a glass of Sunny D. I turned on both air conditioners and the ceiling fans and after a few minute's I felt better. It didn't help that it was so hot yesterday. I sat in rocking chair and I fell asleep. I woke up at 7pm. Jim wasn't home from work yet and Rebecca was on the computer. I fixed cheese burgers for supper. At 8pm I got Rebecca into bed. I relaxed at computer and guess what? Fell asleep again, lol. I woke up a few hours later and went to bed.

Well, 4:30 this morning my child wakes me up. She said she had a bad dream. And she would not go back to bed. So, I have been up since then. I had 4 cups of coffee, 20 oz bottle of diet pepsi and I am still tired. Ate a bowl of cheerios, still tired. I have a 2 liter bottle of Vanilla Cream soda, I am seriously thinking about drinking, cause maybe the sugar intake from it will give me some needed energy to tackle the task of cleaning my kitchen and washing 2 days worth of dirty dishes. I just haven't had the energy or ambition to do them. I need a dishwasher, lol.

Jim wants Spaghetti with sausage and meatballs for supper, so I have to put my sauce on and make the meatballs and throw them in the oven with the sausage to cook before adding them to sauce. I did manage to make the bed's after I got dressed this morning. Jim said he'll go to the laundry mat tomorrow morning and wash and dry the clothes.

How do I feel today? Tired, in pain, tired, naucious, tired, in pain, and did I say I was tired and in alot of pain? Mainly it's my back now giving me the pain. Right along right shoulder blade and under it. A nagging throbbing pain like a migrain headache. So, should I take a Darveset or a Percoset? And I think I will make a glass filled with ice and that vanilla cream soda, lol. There goes the diet today. I got on scale yesterday morning. I did lose a few pounds, but not enough to brag about. It's hard losing weight when your not healthy enough to walk, run, jog, excercise or go to the gym. It sucks, it really does.

We were told to expect strong to severe thunder storms late this afternoon and into tonight. That's fine with me because I'm not going out anywhere. I'm staying indoors, airconditioner's both on and try my best to get kitchen done and sauce cooking for dinner. I need to get Rebecca bathed before storms come, because I do not ever let her take a bath when it is storming, and I do not do dishes during a storm either.

I guess that is about it for now. There probably is more to write about, but right now I can't think, lol. Wonder why? LOL. Take care everyone, and I hope you have a wonderful day. Maybe I'll take pics of my messy kitchen before I clean it and after I clean it, lol. I usually don't let dishes pile up like that, but the past couple days I just didn't feel up to cleaning it up.

Love to all..............................