I wasn't going to write about this, but it is really driving me crazy, and I think maybe if I write I'd feel better, or can make some sense of it at least. I talked with my sister Lucy a few times this weekend and I got really mad. Not mad at my sister, but mad at her oldest child. This inconsiderate, ungreatful little jerk, my nephew went to virginia over the weekend with his girlfriend. Remind you, their son is still in the hospital going through heroine withdrawls they he obtained while his mother was pregnant with him and using. Not only am I mad that they even wanted to go to virginia and leave their son alone for 2 days to be taken care of by strangers, but I am mad about what happened while they were in virginia. My sister Lucys birthday is May 2. Instead of her son going there and being nice, wishing his Mom a Happy Birthday and telling her how sorry he was about the house and her dogs, he goes there and starts running his mouth, calling his Mom (my sister) all kinds of names, threatening her boyfriend. Hitting his younger brother who is over 6ft tall and over 200 pounds. He shouldn't of done that, because younger brother gave him a swollen jaw and a black eye with one punch, lol. Teach him to mess with little brother, lol. But did the punch in the face stop him? Noooooooooooo!!! The little jerk jumps in and starts kicking and stomping his baby sisters boyfriend. Two grown men, both with kids, have a skinney little 19yr old kid on the ground beating the crap out of him. He eventually got away and left. But poor Jenny was so upset, and something happened where it forced her to sleep outside all night by herself. This was at her father's house too. And where was her father? In his house, trashed out of his mind, cause he is the worse alcoholic I have ever known, and I thank god everyday my sister finally left his sorry butt 7 years ago. He was born in germany and puts down americans big time, talks bad about blacks and jews. It really makes me sick. He thinks germans are gods. Come to my town talking that crap, see how far you get here running your mouth. We all were given the privelage by God to live on this earth. People are people, no matter what race, color or religion they are. Earth was created for all of us. He;s like a broken record, says the same crap over and over, and I am so glad I do not live in virginia anymore, so I don't have to hear it. Ok, sorry back to Lucys oldest son. He had the nerve to askhis Mom why she wasn't home when the house was on fire. He told her she should of been in it and burned up. All he says over and over to her is why she didn't mail him a birthday card last October for his birthday. Helloooooooooo, your 26 fricken years old, birthdays are for kids. And did he bring his Mom a card or gift beings her birthday is in 2 days? Nope, he didn't. She is on her way to work, and he calls her cellphone, he's drunk out of his mind, and tells his Mom, Where's your spic boyfriend? I got a real skinhead greeting for him. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR, I am furious at him. Lucy missed 4 hours of work, due to his stupid crap and his threats. She is still depressed and stressed over the past month's happenings, lost her home, everything she owned, her 2 dogs and he has to come there and add to her stress? He really upset my sister and broke her heart, and does he care? No. And why? Cause he's only out for himself. He then says you didn't het my son a gift. Let's see. House burns down, lost everything, don't know what she'll do now, but yet he expects her to run right out and buy his child a gift. He's that baby boys father. It is his responsibility to make sure the baby's needs are met. He needs to grow the hell up, and his girlfriend too. Instead of going to virginia and drinking and using drugs and fighting and arguing, there butts should of been at the hospital spending time with their son. I feel bad for that baby boy. Cause my gut instinct is telling me that child is not going to grow up properly with loving parents. It's sad to say, but I think putting the baby in a home where people will love him and take care of him would be so much better then giving him to his real parents. Eddie and his girlfriend argue and fight alot. That baby does not need to grow up around that. Their always broke, always trying to borrow money. They showed up in virginia broke, and bringing 3 loads of dirty laundry. Lucky his sister Donna even washed the laundry for him. Donna has a big heart. She will help you. She even gave them gas money to get back to New Jersey. They live in an apartment that is paid for by welfare, utilities are paid for, phone is paid for, they get free cable, car given to them and paid for by her mother. She gets food stamps, medicaid, Eddie works a full time job, when he goes to work and is not hung over from partying. What bills do they have? NONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If they stopped the partying, they'd have money. They both are really making my skin crawl. I am so mad at him. He will be calling me in a couple days, trying to give me a bunch of lies about going to virginia, and when he does, AUNT CINDY WILL LET HIM HAVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And believe me it isn't going to be pretty. I'm sorry to bother you all with this. But I needed to write it out and try to releeve some anger. But I don't think it worked, because now I want to open a can of whoop ass on his sorry butt, and his girlfriend too, lol. I hope no one got offended by the way my hopefully soon ex-brother in law says. I do not want to make anyone think they are my words and that's how I feel, because I don't feel that way. I don't ever want to be like him or have my children or grandchildren grow up hating people of other races. Like I said, God put us all here on earth. It is for all human beings, not just germans. This comes from a man, who goes around telling his children, he's not their father. And they all look like him in some way, and everyone of them have his legs. He's another one who needs to grow up. I'm just so dag on mad he talked to his mother like that. The woman who gave birth to his sorry ass. Thanks for listening to me and reading this mess. You don't know how much it means to me knowing I can air out my problems to you all, and know your hear for me.
I love you all very much....................... CINDY
Bedding $18.00
Bedrail 17.99
Lamp 10.99
Thanks Angie for the border link where you got the boys their border. I found this and love it. 
Good Morning!!! And it is a beautiful morning too. The sun is shining, the sky is blue and it's suppose to be in the low 80's today. Woooooooohoooooooo, finally some decent weather. My windows are open, a nice breeze is coming in. I am in heaven for sure. Sorry I haven't made an entry in what, 4 days, wow, I am slipping huh, lol. Friday morning I had an entry done, all dedicated to cancer, clicked on the save button and AOHELL ate it. I was so mad I gave up, shut off my computer completely. And left the house for the day. I went to Riverside, New Jersey and picked up my friend Sarah. She is staying with me until tomorow morning when I take her back home. She has been such a help too. She watched Rebecca all day yesterday and even cleaned my house for me. Jim and I went out looking all day for a place to move too. I found a cute one story house, fenced yard, nice big back yard, with a For Rent sign in window and a phone number. So, tomorrow morning I will call that number and see if it is in our price range. If it is I will make an appointment to go see it. Keep your fingers crossed ok? I really want to move. And this house is not in the city of Philadelphia, woooohooooooooo. 
Please feel free to snag this ribbon. I have alot to write about, but I am just too tired. Not feeling well tonight either. So I think I am going to call it a night and go to bed. To, my sis in law to be Nancy, I will talk with you tomorrow night girl. 
In memory of all those who lost their lives and those who were injured on April 16, 2007 during the tragedy at Va Tech. May God open his arms to all those killed and give them passage into his kingdom. May he also bless the one's who were injured, and bless the families.
