Tired, In Pain and stressed

It's been a few days since I made an entry, so I thought I'd pop in for a few minutes. This dang shoulder of mine is giving me problems again, but only now the pain has gone up into my neck and down into my wrist. It's the same side my cancer was and where I had the surgery. I have been checking it closely to make sure there is no swelling or lumps. It could be that the nerves that were cut are finally healing and now I'm able to feel the pain where I had no feeling before. I just took me a couple Tylenol Arthritis tablets. There 650mg each so they work pretty good. I also went out to the store tonight and got some IcyHot cream to rub on it. That stuff felt so good and actually helped. But it's wearing off now, so I'll need more soon. It feels like I am losing all strength in my right arm. I can barely pick up my grandson now. He puts his little arms out to me and says, "Up Mommom up". And I have to use my left arm to pick him up. It really sucks when you right handed. I tried to do dishes today and I just gave up on it. It is real hard trying to do dishes with one hand. I will get them done tomorrow. Man I need a dishwasher. I did get my livingroom cleaned. It took me 4 hours. I even washed walls and windows in livingroom, which is probably why I am suffering tonight. I didn't cook dinner tonight. I went and got some cold cuts and rolls. Just wasn't in the mood to cook dinner, and tomorrow I am not cooking either, it's friday and I get the night off.

Well, Rebecca has caught another cold. She has running nose, watery eyes, sore throat, coughing. And talk about miserable. I gave her some medicine tonight, rubbed her with vick's and put her in warm jammies, which were footsie jammies, but she made me cut the feet out because she said they giver her........ya ready for this? She gets SOCKITIS, if she wears jammies with feet in them, lol.She's sitting on the potty going peepee before bed, and says, Mommy, I'm sure glad you cut the feet off these jammies, cause I don't wanna get the sockitis. I laughed so hard. I even heard Jim laughing in the livingroom. This kid is a trip.

Tomorrow I will torture myself again. I am going to clean out the hall closet, so I can store some things from the bedroom in there. If I don't clean that bedroom, I'll be needing a sign saying, Enter atyour own risk, put on the door. I am serious, it is trashed. And it's blankets, toys, books, stuffed animals. I have to put some of it away, there's just too much. Rebecca isn't happy about it, but I told her after we get moved and she has her own room, she can have all her toys in her room. So, she's ok with it for now, I hope.

Monday my daughter goes to the doctor's. On May 1st she is having another ultrasound. The doctor said her due date just isn't right. She said she thinks Emma is a little more farther along then she thinks. So maybe just maybe if the baby is turned properly we might find out what the sex is.

My niece Sharon is due in 4 weeks to have her baby girl. She has been having alot of low abdominal pain and is dilated 2 centimeters. It's probably false labor. This is her second baby. I have a big box to mail to her this weekend for the baby.

Well, guess that's about it for now. Hope your all having a nice evening.

Love to all...................CINDY