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I AM SO MAD RIGHT NOW, I COULD SPIT FIRE. WORD OF ADVICE, THESE ON LINE MAKE MONEY SURVEY'S ARE NOTHING BUT A BIG MONEY MAKING GIMMICK FOR OTHERS, NOT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COMPLETE THIS SURVEY AND EARN $$$$$$, BULLCRAP, COMPLETE THE SURVEY AND THEY CHARGE YOU. THAT'S RIGHT, YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T KNOW HOW HE DID IT, OR EVEN IF HE READ ENTIRELY THROUGH THE SURVEY, BUT MY KNUCKLE HEAD HUSBAND HAS PUT ALL KINDS OF CHARGES ONTO MY CREDIT CARD. THIS MORNING, I LOOK MY ACCOUNT UP ON LINE AND LOW AND BEHOLD I HAVE 26.00 BALANCE IN ACCOUNT. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE OTHER 30.00???? I'LL TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED. THERE WAS A CHARGE FOR 19.95 FOR A FREE CREDIT REPORT. HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ALREADY KNOW MY CREDIT SUCKS, WHAT DO I NEED A CREDIT REPORT TO TELL ME THAT FOR???? THEN THERE'S A CHARGE FOR 9.95, FOR A COMPANY TO HELP YOU ANSWER ANY TYPE OF QUESTION'S YOU NEED AN ANSWER TOO. AGAIN, HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE A COMPUTER AND THE FRICKEN INTERNET, I CAN GET MY OWN DAMN ANSWERS, THANK YOU. SO, I CALL THESE 2 PLACES AND TELL THEM TO CANCEL THE TRANSACTION, I DID NOT AUTHORIZE IT. I AM THE PRIMARY ACCOUNT HOLDER AT MY BANK, UNLESS I ORDER IT, I DON'T WANT IT. THEY TRY THIS, WELL, MAM, MAM HELL PUT MY MONEY BACK INTO MY ACCOUNT OR I WILL REPORT YOU FOR INTERNET SCAMMING TO CONSUMER AFFAIRS, BETTER BUSINESS BUREAU, AND THE FBI. GUESS WHAT? MY MONEY IS BACK IN MY ACCOUNT. TAKE MY MONEY AND THINK YOUR GONNA GET AWAY WITH IT? I DON'T THINK SO. I JUST CALLED MY BANK, AND TOLD THEM ANY TRANSACTIONS THAT COME THROUGH AS A DEBIT WITHDRAWL AND WERE NOT MADE AT AN ATM FACILITY TO DO NOT PAY!!!!!!!!!! THEY SAY THEY WILL PUT A STOP TO SUCH DEBIT'S MADE THROUGH INTERNET FOR ME. THANK GOODNESS MY BANK IS GOOD WITH THAT. I LOVE MY BANK, POLICE AND FIRE CREDIT UNION.

NOW ONTO ANOTHER HAPPY NOTE, STILL NO JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!! APPLIED AT A PLACE THIS MORNING AND WAS TOLD WE'RE SLOW BUT WE'LL KEEP YOUR APPLICATION ON FILE. IF NO JOB BY MONDAY, THEN I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO GO FILE FOR PUBLIC ASSISTANCE, AND I DO NOT WANT TO DO THAT. WHAT IS GOING ON? CAN THINGS GET ANY WORSE??? I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING IS CRASHING DOWN ON ME AND I HAVE NO WHERE TO GO. I JUST WANT TO CURL UP IN SOME CORNER AND DISAPPEAR. ALL MY LIFE ALL I EVER DID WAS HELP, HELP, HELP EVERYONE AND HOW AM I PAID FOR IT??? WITH ALL THIS CRAP HAPPENING NOW. I PRAY AND PRAY FOR THINGS TOGET BETTER, BUT THEY NEVER DO. THEY JUST SEEM TO BE GETTING WORSE. HOW MUCH WORSE CAN THEY GET. IS THE BIG QUESTION. STILL NO CALL FROM ED'S GLASS, STILL NO WORD ABOUT UNEMPLOYMENT, NO TITLE FOR THAT CAR DAN SAID WE CAN HAVE. DAM I NEED A PUNCHING BAG RIGHT NOW, TO GET OUT ALL THE FRUSTRATIONS.

I SENT JIM TO THE LAUNDRY MAT. WHY SIT AROUND LOOKING PATHETIC, WAITING FOR ME TO PULL A MIRACLE OUT OF MY HAT OR ASS EITHER ONE WHEN I HAVE LAUNDRY TO DO? SO HE WENT TO DO IT. I HAVE ENOUGH ON MY MIND. JOE LOANED US HIS CAR TODAY, SO JIM IS USING IT TO DO LAUNDRY. I GUESS SELLING MY ANTIQUES IS LOOKING LIKE I MAY HAVE TOO. JIM HAS A RIFLE AND SCOPE I BOUGHT HIM IN WYOMING, AND USED IT ONLY TWICE HUNTING, SO I'M GONNA TELL HIM TO SELL IT. I PAID OVER 500.00 FOR IT AS A GIFT FOR HIM WHEN I GOT MY LAWSUIT YEARS AGO WHEN SOME CARELESS IDIOT CRASHED INTO MY CAR WHILE I WAS PARKED AND ME IN THE DRIVER'S SEAT. YEP ANOTHER BOUT OF BAD LUCK BACK THEN. I DON'T OWN ANY DIAMONDS OR GOLD OR PEARLS, CAUSE WE NEVER COULD AFFORD THEM, SO I CAN'T SELL ANYTHING LIKE THAT. WE USE TO HAVE AN AUTOGRAPHED TOOLBOX SIGNED BY DALE EARNHART SR., BUT IT WAS STOLEN OUT OF MY HUSBAND'S WORK TRUCK AT WORK AT DIAMOND AUTO GLASS. WE KNOW WHO DID IT, BUT CAN'T PROVE IT, GRRRRRRRRR. I THINK MAYBE THIS WEEKEND I SHOULD CONSIDER HAVING A YARD SALE. AT LEAST MAKE A FEW DOLLARS TO MAYBE COVER A BILL OR TWO. I AM GOING NUTS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO. A BRICK WALL IS LOOKING REAL GOOD RIGHT NOW. DON'T WORRY I'M NOT SUICIDAL, NOT YET. I'M JUST SO DAM FRUSTRATED, MAD, DEPRESSED, WORRIED. I NEED A MIRACLE RIGHT NOW, I REALLY DO. I AM REALLY HATING DIAMOND AUTO GLASS RIGHT NOW. THOSE PRICKS CAUSED ALL THIS. YOU HEAR ME DIAMOND AUTO GLASS?????? I HATE YOUR COMPANY AND YOUR HUMAN RESOURCE DEPARTMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK, SORRY I VENTED SO LONG, I NEEDED TO LET OUT SOME STEAM. I CAN'T DO IT PHYSICALLY HERE AT HOME, BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO UPSET MY DAUGHTER REBECCA. SHE ISN'T FEELING WELL TODAY. DIAREHA AND THROWING UP. SHE CAUGHT A BUG OF SOME KIND. BEEN GIVING HER GATORADE, SHE WON'T DRINK PEDIALYTE. NO FEVER THANK GOODNESS. HOPE YOUR ALL HAVING A BETTER DAY THEN I AM. AT LEAST SOMEONE CAN ENJOY A PEACE OF MIND IF I CAN'T.