Just wanted to make an entry here in this journal, before I go off to bed. Watching the news right now. Only bad news I've heard so far, is the my Eagles lost due to Tampa Bay player making a 62 yard field goal, grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. before that field goal the eagles were winning. Oh well, better luck next time.

                     

Well, having 2 journals is pretty cool. Alot more comments to read, lol. But it keeps me busy. I started the private journal for a few reason's. One being because I think that jerk who tried to come between Emma and Dan reads this here journal, to find out what's going on with them. And another reason is, sometimes it is just so much easier telling things about your life to people outside of your family. I love my family dearly and I do know they love me, at least I hope they do. But sometimes I just need a "me" place. I don't get alot of "me" time here at home. Either Rebecca is fussing for something, or one of my grandkids is here, or Jim's at home, and I can't write in my journal's cause their always hovering over me, and I feel like I am suffocating. Having the Private Journal gives me a feeling of peace. Of privacy, something I don't have here at home. Jeez, I can't even go take a pee alone, without Rebecca walking in the bathroom behind me. lol. If I'm in the shower, they come in to go potty, or Jim is getting something from the medicine cabinet. It's like you want to scream, "Get out, leave me alone!" But then you risk having them get upset. So, my private journal is my quiet place, my alone place, a place where I can unwind and just be myself. It's not like I have cut my family off from reading what is going on. I still have this journal here that they can read. I could of just made this one private, but I didn't because I wanted them to have a place where they can go find out about me. I don't feel I am being mean or ignorant by having 2 journals and only allowing them to read one of them. I feel my private journal is like my diary. And I wouldn't expect them to let me read their diary if they didn't want me too. Anyways, I guess that's about it for now. Hope everyone had a lovely weekend, and has an even better week.