Wednesday, October 24, 2007

My Beautiful Sister

I have come here tonight with sad news. It is so hard for me to write this right now, because I have been crying my eyes out for hours now. My dear sister Susie who got me to journal here in jland, passed away last night. I won't go into details yet, because I want permission from her husband first. She was only 34 years old. She left behind 2 beautiful little girls, and her husband. My body is numb. I just can't believe she is gone. I just wrote to her a couple weeks ago, and hadn't heard back from her yet, now I never will. To my sister Susie, Rest in Peace sweetie. I love you so much, and I will miss you.

I ask for your prayers for her husband and their daughters and for me too. I can't understand why it was her time, she was so young.

 

Love,

Cindy

83 comments:

  1. Sooo sorry to hear about your sister...
    May God be with you and guide you thru this hard time.
    Take it easy
    Stephanie

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  2. i am so sorry!  did she have a joirnal also?
    my prayers are with you
    tina

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  3. oh god sissy i'm sooooo sorry

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  4. I am so very sorry Cindy...My prayers and my sincere sympathy is with you...Please know that I will be opraying for your whole family tonight. God bless and comfort you,
    love ya,
    carlene

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  5. Oh Cindy, I am so sorry to hear about your sister, if you need to talk I'm here for you, Love You Lisa XOXO

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  6. I am so sorry!  You have my deepest sympathy.

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  7. Okay..  now, I remember a Susan tha used to journal here, she was married, but had no kids at the time.  She would be around that age.  I think I had ask you one other time if she was related to you, but you never replied.  Anyway.. Cindy.. I am so sorry to hear about your sister.  I can't even begin to imagine the pain you are going through right now.  You are in my thoughts and prayers, sweet lady...

    Hugs and love
    Jackie
    http://journals.aol.com/siennastarr/Hopefloats/

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  8. I'm so very sorry to hear about the loss of your sister.  My prayers are with you and her family.  I loss my sister 5 years ago, so I know how you feel.  I miss her so very much.  Please take care of yourself.  May God comfort you.
    Hugs,
    Pat

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  9. (((Cindy)))~ Holding your hand through your loss and sending lots of prayer and love your way and for your sister's family.

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  10. I'm so, so sorry!
    Missie

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  11. I'm so sorry!  You and your family are in my prayers.

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  12. I am so sorry to hear the loss of your sister. You are in my prayers.
    hugs
    Barbara

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  13. Cindy, I am beyond words right now to tell you how sorry I am for your loss and the shock of it all must be so great to all of you.  Definitely know you are in my heart and prayers as well as the entire family for strength to get through this grief.  I had been wondering where you were and had been missing you but never thought anything like this.

    Love you, Nelishia
    http://journals.aol.com/nelishianatl/PrayingandBelieving/

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  14. My prayers are with you & the family tonight dear friend. Please accept my heartfelt sympathy.
    I made an entry as you asked & let everyone know. We are sending up prayers for you all.
    God bless,
    Sug

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  15. I am so sorry for your loss....please know that her family and you and yours will be in my thoughts and prayers....
    (((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))
    Ellie

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  16. I remember Susie...if it is the right lady. She was your half sister? And she liked Strawberry Shortcake stuff? Is that her?
    I am sorry you are so sad and going through a loss like this. I'm sending you a big hug.
    Love ya girlfriend,
    Pam xoxoxox

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  17. Oh Cindy, I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your sister..It's always hard to hear about someone so young passing away..My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your whole family.
    Hugs, Sheri

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  18. I am so sorry... know that I am sending you prayers... lots of hugs too.

    be well,
    Dawn
    http://journals.aol.com/princesssaurora/CarpeDiem/

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  19. I'm sooo sorry to hear this. I just attended my boyfriend's father's funeral yesterday. Ugh!

    http://journals.aol.com/psychfun/MeThinksTooMuch/

    http://journals.aol.com/psychfun/somethingelsetothinkabout/

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  20. Aww Cindy this is so sad.I learned from Carlene for some reason once again some of my alerts are not coming through.Please know you are in my prayers and all your family too.May perpetual light shine upon your dearest sister,and God give you all strength to cope at this very sad time Amen.Take Care God Bless Kath
    astoriasand http://journals.aol.co.uk/astoriasand/MYSIMPLERHYMES

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  21. This is my first time your journal and I must say I love it! I read almost every entry! Although we do not know one another I would like to offer not only your but your family my condolences! You are in my thoughts and prayers and again I am exremely sorry to hear about loss! Take care!

    Nicole

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  22. My dear Cindy...my love and prayers are with you all at this sad sad time.  I just cannot imagine what it would be liketo lose on eof my dear sisters. I have thought about it occasionally and always have to switch my mind to somthing else instead as it is just to awful to contemplate.  So it is with a heavy heart I sign of with my love Sybil xxx

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  23. Dear Cindy
    I've been reading your journal for a while now and have never commented before, but had to send my sincere condolences on the loss of your sister.
    Sending hugs and prayers to you and your family today and every day.
    Take care Cindy I'll light a candle for you and your family.
    Love
    Carol xx

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  24. I am so sorry about this. Prayers going up for you and your sister's family and loved ones. May God be with you all during this time of need. Hugs, Helen

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  25. My deepest condolences to you and your family.

    Ellen

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  26. Cindy, I'm so very sorry to hear of the death of Susie. My sincere condolences go out to you and your familyat this sad time. Jeannette xx  

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  27. I came by way of Sugar,to extend my sincere condolences to you and your family.
    I pray that you will find a way to cope with this tragedy.
    I hope you don't mind but I found this on the internet and wanted to share it with you.
    A mother, a wife, a sister, and friend
    A meaningful life that suddenly came to an end
    Shes an angel now watching you and me
    Now think of all that she can see
    Looking over her family night and day
    Saying I love you in a very  special way.

    connie

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  28. Oh, Cindy, I'm so sorry to hear this.  I knew Susan.  I read her journal when she had it.  I came by way of Carlene.  May God hold you and your family in His hands at this time.  My prayers are being sent for you, her hubsband and little girls, and your whole family.  Chris

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  29. So very sorry ...love Jan xx

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  30. Dear Cindy I am so shocked to hear of you bad news. My prayers are with you and your dear sisters family.  You have been through so much of late and you seem to cope and now this the worst thing of all.  I hope that you will find the strengh to cope. We at J/Land will all be thinking and praying for you and your family. Kathie.

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  31. oh my IM so sorry to hear this. Father bless and comfort them as only you can. I pray you give them strength to over come and to deal and helpthose pecious children the best they can. AMEN.

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  32. Sugar sent me your way. I'd like to offer you condolences for your loss, and hope you are given strength in the days and weeks ahead.

    Guido
    http://journals.aol.co.uk/pharmolo/NorthernTrip

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  33. my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family

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  34. I'm so sorry for your loss.  God Bless, Linda

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  35. Carlene sent me your way.  May it help you to know that others are praying with you and for you during this very sad time.  May she rest in peace.

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  36. (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( CINDY SIS ))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Oh, I just don't know what to say, wish I could hold ou in my arms while your cried, I love you and am so sorry for your loss, your in my thoughts, and so is Susie's husband and family and all who loved her.
    Take care of you today okay. please
    I love you
    Ang

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  37. My prayers are with you and all who knew Susie. so sorry to hear this, prayers going up for Susie.


    patty

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  38. I'm so sorry to hear this news.  Sending you strength, good thoughts, and prayers.
    hugs to you
    d

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  39. Cindy I'm sick and my stomach is churning after reading this. I'm so very very sorry. Sending my prayers and love your way. I'm so sorry. Hugs to you.

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  40. Just popped over from Carlene's journal.

    I am so very sorry to hear about your sister, my thoughts and prayers are with you all at this very sad time

    God Bless Jayne

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  41. I have missed you so much lately......i am so very sorry for this loss...i can not imagine what you are going thru...if you need me for anything, i am here for you my friend. I love you,lj

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  42. OH MY GOSH!!!!!!  I am shocked to read this.  Please let us know what happened when you can and, more importantly. come back and let us know how YOU are doing.

    34 years old...two little girls.....my God.....

    ((hugs))
    Jeanne

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  43. (((CINDY))) OH MY GOD... STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE noooo I'm so sorry. That was my first thought she has children daughters that she loved so much. It is a sad day for me too because Susie was the person I would go to when I first started journaling for advice on how to do something. She was so smart and new everything. I loved how she journaled and seemed to have to much fun with her family. They meant everything to her. It was a sad day for me when she left Jland, but was so happy that she introduced me to her sister.. YOU before she left. I am in tears right now and shock over this news. My blessings to her husband and those little girls. Hugs to you my dear friend.
    Love you, Chrissie

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  44. Susie was my cousin, best friend and as close as a sister. We grew up together. I am in shock and can't believe she's not here. She was a true 'old soul'. I know she is in a better place without pain. She loved the rain and it has been raining here since she passed. She told me the night she died that she can hear a storm coming before it even started. It's going to be a long time befor the sun shines again.



    I love you Susie!!! Please stay with me!!!

    Donna
    ladycapricorn72

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  45. Cindy, I am so sorry.  My words cannot express my sympathy for you.  As you know, I lost a sibling this year too.  It's so hard when they are so young.   I will say a prayer for the family.  Love you, Shelly

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  46. Thank you cindy for taking time out of a devestating time for you to pray for my friend Malachai.  My heart goes out to you and your family.  God bless you all. So very sorry to hear about your sister.

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  47. Cindy,
    I am so sorry to hear about your sister.
    Love,
    Donna

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  48. {{{Cindy}}} Dear God, please watch over Cindy and her family. May you spread your arms and hold them tight. In Jesus' name, Amen.
    Lisa

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  49. Oh my God, Cindy!  I am so so so sorry!!!!  She was so young :(  that is how old I am now.  I give you a big {{{{{{{{{hug}}}}}}}}} .  My heart and prayers go out to you and your family.  I pray that God will be with you helping you go through this tragedy.

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  50. I am so sorry for the loss of your dear sister...may she rest in peace, and her family stay strong.  Many hugs and love,
    Joyce

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  51. Oh Cindy I'm so sorry to read about this.  Prayers for you and your family!!
    Love you!
    Sharon

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  52. Oh Cindy...I'm so sorry to hear about Susie.  My sympathies and prayers to you and your family.
    Hugs,
    D
    http://journals.aol.com/heavenlybama/journey-to-success

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  53. Oh Cindy I am so sorry to hear of your loss! my thoughts are with you and your family, her husband and her girls!  



             Sharon
    http://journals.aol.com/buggieboo1/ImASurvivor/

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  54. Cindy, my thoughts and prayers are with you and all your family.  I understand your pain, lossed my Sis Elaine and young son several years back.  Take care of yourself dear. Arlene (AJ)

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  55. Dearest Cindy,
    My thoughts and prayers
    go out to you and your family.
    To lose your Sister, so heartbreaking.
    God Bless, Delaine

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  56. My sympathies to you and your whole family!
    Lori

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  57. cindy i am so very sorry.
    please know that we are here for you.
    emily

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  58. My dear Cindy, I am so very sorry to hear your news.  I am thinking of you all and sending you a very gentle hug.  Tells x

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  59. Cindy you're in my prayers as is all who love Susie, especially her husband and children.

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  60. Cindy my goes out to you and your sister. I just know that you will be showered with mercy in this hard time.
    Kelli
    http://journals.aol.com/kamdghwmw/noonmom

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  61. Oh that is so young, 34.  Losing a sister like that can be such a piercing grief.  So sorry. Gerry

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  62. I am so sorry for your loss of such a close friend. I will keep you and her husband and daughters in my pryaers. God Bless during your time of sorrow.

    Toodle's,
    Tia

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  63. Cindy i am so sorry:( keeping the family and you in prayer

    Deb

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  64. Cindy I am so sorry for your family's loss, my heart goes out to you and yours!  My sincere condolences and prayers for you and your family during this time.  

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  65. I am so sorry Cindy.  Your sister was so young to die.  Her little children and husband mustn't know where to turn!
    May God bless you all.
    I will keep you all in my prayers.

    Jeanie

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  66. I am so sorry, Cindy.  I don't know what to say.  I pray for you and her whole family.  May she rest in peace.

    Krissy

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  67. Oh Cindy, I'm so sorry for your loss. I know you all are devastated. You have my deepest sympathy. I will be praying for you and your family & friends.
    Hugs, Barb

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  68. (((Cindy))) I'm so very sorry for the loss of your sister... my prayers go up for her daughters, her husband, and for you and anyone else she left behind.  I'm so sorry.

    Joann

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  69. Cindy I am so sorry to hear your news ~ Prayers for your family ~ Ally x

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  70. I am so sorry for your loss Cindy...I will be praying for you all.  I have no words to say other than I am so sorry!  Big hugs,TerryAnn

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  71. Oh My Gosh Cindy i am really sorry for your lost i will pray for you and your sister in my prayers. I know how you feel for loosing somebody. I mean i didn't know what to do when my grandpa died. But anyways im sorry again. :(

    kirstie

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  72. Oh my God!!!!!!! Cindy I am so sorry to hear about your loss. My prayers are with her husband and her children, as well as  with you and your family at this time of loss.

    Sunny

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  73. So so sorry for your loss - must be so hard for you. Laine x

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  74. ((Cindy))
    I am so very sorry for your loss. If there is anything I can do please let me know. You and your family are in my prayers!

    Hugs,
    Gretchen

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  75. I am Susies' husband Mike. I like to thank all of you for your condolences and prayers. I do not wish to detail exactly what happened to my wife, all I will say is that there was some complications after a surgery she had Monday. I seem to be calm because of the high amounts of pain medication that I am taking every day just to get by. It is very hard to see her picture and not be able to take her with me. My wife showed me love like I have never experienced or will experience. I can first hand tell everyone what a wonderful wife, mother, and person she is. Although her body is no longer living, her soul remains as does everyones'. This time on earth is just something for our soul to do to appreciate the wonderful peacefulness of the afterlife. All she wanted was not to be in pain anymore. Even though our time together was brief, it was of the highest quality imaginable. She is the only one that never made me feel bad about myself. She encouraged me and she gave me love that could only be matched with that of God. I want everyone to know how much I love my wife now and forever. I love you baby. :(

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  76. Hi Cindy, please tell Mike that I am keeping him and your whole family in my thoughts and prayers.
    Love ya,
    Pam

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  77. Awww Mike-she was very lucky to have a man in her life that adored her.......God Bless you and see you through this trying time..........

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  78. {{{{Sissy,Mike& girls}}}}}}
    My heart prayers and love goes out to you all in this your hour of sorrow grief & pain...god bless and keep you all in his loving embrace...I'll be praying for you all

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  79. Mike, many of us read your wife's journal when she had it and knew just how much she loved you and your girls.  Please accept my heartfelt symptahy and prayers for you and your family.  You and Susan were very blessed to have shared a love so unconditional.  God hold you in His hands....Chris

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  80. I am so sorry for your loss, Mike.  I can only imagine what you are going thru.  Sending you many prayers.

    be well,
    Dawn
    http://journals.aol.com/princesssaurora/CarpeDiem/

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  81. Oh Cindy, I have now reached, the blog I was talking about earlier. My thoughts are with you an ALL your family at this time.
    Gaz xxx

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  82. prayers and love for your dear sister and for you. Sug sent me.
    love,natalie

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  83. I am so sorry. I know it's been a while since you wrote this but I know how you feel. Pain eases, but never goes away. You & your family will be in my prayers tonight.

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