Monday, April 30, 2007

An Ignorant Son

I wasn't going to write about this, but it is really driving me crazy, and I think maybe if I write I'd feel better, or can make some sense of it at least. I talked with my sister Lucy a few times this weekend and I got really mad. Not mad at my sister, but mad at her oldest child. This inconsiderate, ungreatful little jerk, my nephew went to virginia over the weekend with his girlfriend. Remind you, their son is still in the hospital going through heroine withdrawls they he obtained while his mother was pregnant with him and using. Not only am I mad that they even wanted to go to virginia and leave their son alone for 2 days to be taken care of by strangers, but I am mad about what happened while they were in virginia. My sister Lucys birthday is May 2. Instead of her son going there and being nice, wishing his Mom a Happy Birthday and telling her how sorry he was about the house and her dogs, he goes there and starts running his mouth, calling his Mom (my sister) all kinds of names, threatening her boyfriend. Hitting his younger brother who is over 6ft tall and over 200 pounds. He shouldn't of done that, because younger brother gave him a swollen jaw and a black eye with one punch, lol. Teach him to mess with little brother, lol. But did the punch in the face stop him? Noooooooooooo!!! The little jerk jumps in and starts kicking and stomping his baby sisters boyfriend. Two grown men, both with kids, have a skinney little 19yr old kid on the ground beating the crap out of him. He eventually got away and left. But poor Jenny was so upset, and something happened where it forced her to sleep outside all night by herself. This was at her father's house too. And where was her father? In his house, trashed out of his mind, cause he is the worse alcoholic I have ever known, and I thank god everyday my sister finally left his sorry butt 7 years ago. He was born in germany and puts down americans big time, talks bad about blacks and jews. It really makes me sick. He thinks germans are gods. Come to my town talking that crap, see how far you get here running your mouth. We all were given the privelage by God to live on this earth. People are people, no matter what race, color or religion they are. Earth was created for all of us. He;s like a broken record, says the same crap over and over, and I am so glad I do not live in virginia anymore, so I don't have to hear it. Ok, sorry back to Lucys oldest son. He had the nerve to askhis Mom why she wasn't home when the house was on fire. He told her she should of been in it and burned up. All he says over and over to her is why she didn't mail him a birthday card last October for his birthday. Helloooooooooo, your 26 fricken years old, birthdays are for kids. And did he bring his Mom a card or gift beings her birthday is in 2 days? Nope, he didn't. She is on her way to work, and he calls her cellphone, he's drunk out of his mind, and tells his Mom, Where's your spic boyfriend? I got a real skinhead greeting for him. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR, I am furious at him. Lucy missed 4 hours of work, due to his stupid crap and his threats. She is still depressed and stressed over the past month's happenings, lost her home, everything she owned, her 2 dogs and he has to come there and add to her stress? He really upset my sister and broke her heart, and does he care? No. And why? Cause he's only out for himself. He then says you didn't het my son a gift. Let's see. House burns down, lost everything, don't know what she'll do now, but yet he expects her to run right out and buy his child a gift. He's that baby boys father. It is his responsibility to make sure the baby's needs are met. He needs to grow the hell up, and his girlfriend too. Instead of going to virginia and drinking and using drugs and fighting and arguing, there butts should of been at the hospital spending time with their son. I feel bad for that baby boy. Cause my gut instinct is telling me that child is not going to grow up properly with loving parents. It's sad to say, but I think putting the baby in a home where people will love him and take care of him would be so much better then giving him to his real parents. Eddie and his girlfriend argue and fight alot. That baby does not need to grow up around that. Their always broke, always trying to borrow money. They showed up in virginia broke, and bringing 3 loads of dirty laundry. Lucky his sister Donna even washed the laundry for him. Donna has a big heart. She will help you. She even gave them gas money to get back to New Jersey. They live in an apartment that is paid for by welfare, utilities are paid for, phone is paid for, they get free cable, car given to them and paid for by her mother. She gets food stamps, medicaid, Eddie works a full time job, when he goes to work and is not hung over from partying. What bills do they have? NONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If they stopped the partying, they'd have money. They both are really making my skin crawl. I am so mad at him. He will be calling me in a couple days, trying to give me a bunch of lies about going to virginia, and when he does, AUNT CINDY WILL LET HIM HAVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And believe me it isn't going to be pretty. I'm sorry to bother you all with this. But I needed to write it out and try to releeve some anger. But I don't think it worked, because now I want to open a can of whoop ass on his sorry butt, and his girlfriend too, lol. I hope no one got offended by the way my hopefully soon ex-brother in law says. I do not want to make anyone think they are my words and that's how I feel, because I don't feel that way. I don't ever want to be like him or have my children or grandchildren grow up hating people of other races. Like I said, God put us all here on earth. It is for all human beings, not just germans. This comes from a man, who goes around telling his children, he's not their father. And they all look like him in some way, and everyone of them have his legs. He's another one who needs to grow up. I'm just so dag on mad he talked to his mother like that. The woman who gave birth to his sorry ass. Thanks for listening to me and reading this mess. You don't know how much it means to me knowing I can air out my problems to you all, and know your hear for me.

I love you all very much....................... CINDY

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Daniel's Big Day

TODAY WAS WONDERFUL!!!!!!! MY LIL MAN DANIEL HAD A GREAT TIME AND GOT SOOOOOOOOO MANY WONDERFUL GIFT'S AND LOTS OF CARD'S AND $43.00. hE GRABBED HIS MONEY AND SAID, MOMMOM CASH, POCKET, LOL. HE WANTED TO HOLD ONTO HIS MONEY. HE OPENED ALL HIS PRESENTS SITTING IN THE RED WAGON HIS UNCLE MIKE AND MIKE'S SON VINCE GOT HIM. THERE WAS WRAPPING PAPER EVERYWHERE, LOL. ALL THAT WAS MISSING WAS A CHRISTMAS TREE, LOL.

EVERYONE WAS OUTSIDE FOR QUITE A WHILE UNTIL A BIG DOWNPOUR SHOWED UP AND CHASED EVERYONE INSIDE. IT WAS SOON OVER AND BACK OUTSIDE THEY ALL WENT. THE KIDS BLEW BUBBLES, POPPED ALL THE BALLOONS, WROTE ALL OVER THE PATIO WITH SIDEWALK CHALK. THEY HAD A GREAT TIME. REBECCA BEGGED ME AT 9:15 TO PUT HER TO BED. SHE WAS SO TIRED.

EVERYONE LOVED THE BAKED ZITI AND MEATBALLS AND SAUCE, WHICH THEY ATE THOSE ON CLUB ROLLS. I THINK DAN STOLE ALL THE OLIVES FROM THE SALAD, THE THEIF, LOL. IF THERE'S AN OLIVE, HE'LL FIND IT.

ABOUT 20 MINUTES BEFORE IT WAS TIME FOR CAKE, MY CAMERA RAN OUT OF MEMORY. I HAD TO QUICKLY COME HOME, DELETED ALL THE VIDEO'S OFF OF IT (THERE STORED IN COMPUTER ANYWAYS). BY DELETING THE VIDEO'S, I THEN HAD 301 PICS I COULD TAKE, SO BACK TO THE PARTY I WENT AND TOOK MORE PICS, LOL.

ALL I CAN SAY IS, MY LIL MAN HAD A WONDERFUL DAY TODAY AND HE WAS HAPPY. HE LAUGHED, SMILED, GIGGLED AND GAVE ME LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES. I DON'T THINK I CAN LOVE MY GRANDSON ANYMORE THEN I ALREADY DO. HE JUST MELTS MY HEART.

MOMMOM LOVES YOU DANIEL JAMES MAZZOLI WHO IS A BIG 2 YEARS OLD.

I AM TOTALLY EXHAUSTED, BUT GONNA TRY TO STAY UP A LITTLE BIT LONGER. I HAVE 42 ALERTS TO READ. PROBABLY WON'T GET TO ALL OF THEM, BUT I'LL READ A FEW TONIGHT.

I HOPE EVERYONE ENJOYED THEIR DAY AS MUCH AS I ENJOYED MINE.

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

                                CINDY

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Lots to do

I just thought I'd write a bit, before I get busy with what I need to do for tomorrow. I still have Daniel's birthday gifts to wrap. I picked him up another gift today. A Spider man Mr. Potato head. It's for ages 1 to 3, so he should be ok with it. The pieces are larger then normal.

Emma was in a jam for his party tomorrow. She was going to postpone it for another week due to low in funds. I can't have that. My lil man needed his party. After all 2 years old is a big deal, right? LOL So, I bought food, ice cream cake, chips, cheese curls, soda, balloons. I am making Baked Ziti, salad, and meatballs and sauce, also bought 4 inch rolls for the meatballs. So, there should be enough to feed everyone.

Emma said, Mom, I feel bad with you paying for all this. I told her not to feel bad. Daniel is my grandson and I would do anything for him. I told her just be happy her lil boy is going to have a very special day tomorrow. And yes, I am taking my camera. Batteries are charging and I'm taking an extra set with me, just in case.

I found quite a few Disney Princess graphics on line. I was wondering what to do with them. Thanks to Sugar, I now know what I can do. She suggested having them enlarged. SO, that's what I'm going to do. But only I'll be enlarging them myself. This scanner Jim bought me lets me enlarge photo's, then I'll print them out on photo paper. I'll get matching frames and hang them up on Rebecca's bedroom walls. So, thank you Sugar for the wonderful idea. Sugar also made me 2 Disney Princess graphics with Rebecca's name on them. I'm gonna enlarge them also and frame them.

Monday I will continue my search for a house. And I'm going to expand it back over the bridge into New Jersey. I'll keep it close to Philadelphia of course. Gonna stay in Burlington County with my search. Where I live now, I am about 5 minutes from the bridge, (Tacony Palmyra Bridge).

I don't think my hubby is feeling very well. He went to bed at 6:30 and is still asleep. Which means he's sick, or he'll be up half the night. I wish I could sleep as much as he does. I am lucky to get 4 to 5 hours a night. 6 if I'm lucky. My legs get to aching, then go numb on me, and I have to get up and move around. I hate when it happens. Cause at first it feels like a swarm of bees are stinging my legs, and if you've ever been stung, you know what that can feel like.

Well, I guess that's about it for now. I want to clean up my livingroom now, then wrap my grandson's birthday presents. I took out 2 very large containers of homemade sauce from the freezer for my Baked Ziti tomorrow.

I hope you all have a wonderful night, and an even better tomorrow. I'll post the pics of party as soon as I get home tomorrow.

Love to all.............................

CINDY

Rest in Peace

                                                          

I came home from shopping earlier, and found an email from my friend Carol. She asks that we continue sending up prayers, for Debbie's family. Debbie passed away at 4:am this morning. She lost her battle with Cancer. I hope the family can find peace in knowing the beloved Debbie is in heaven, free of pain and forever watching the family she left here on earth. I will find out more details from Carol on what went on later.

REST IN PEACE DEBBIE.

 

CINDY

Friday, April 27, 2007

Rebecca's room

I know we haven't found a house yet, so Rebecca can have her own room, but I have been getting things now, so I have them when we do find a place and move into it. Rebecca is really into Disney Princess now, so I have decided to do her room up in that theme. I found some really great deals too. Everything I got was on clearance at Walmart, except for the last item.

Here's what I got so far.

Bedding    $18.00

 

 Bedrail     17.99

 

Lamp    10.99

This last item I am ordering next week. The border for her walls that I am gonna paint a very pale pastel pink.

 Thanks Angie for the border link where you got the boys their border. I found this and love it.

I still want to get curtains, table and chair set and maybe the Disney Princess vanity and bench.

Target has the bedroom furniture I want for her. Twin bed, dresser/Armoire, nightstand and chest of drawers. And I want to get her a hamper for her room so she can put her dirty clothes away in it and not all over the floor.

I haven't told her or showed her any of this. It is going to be a surprise. So, what do you think? Do you think she will like it? I hope she does.

Well, I want to thank you for your prayers for my friend Carol's friend Debbie. I got an email from Carol and Debbie was rushed to the hospital tonight. One of her lungs collasped. Carol will keep me informed. So, Please keep Debbie in your prayers.

I posted a couple more recipes in my recipe journal. I am going to enclose all the journal links here in this entry, for those who don't have them already.

http://journals.aol.com/emabecmar/OutOfMyKitchen/

http://journals.aol.com/emabecmar/MyEmmasPrego


I guess I will call it a night. Gonna get into my nightgown and go to bed. I am totally exhausted. So, good night everyone.

             

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Prayers Needed

My very good friend Carol whom I have known for 39 years told me this morning she is very upset and has been crying. Her friend Debbie who lives in Florida has just found out she has about 3 month's to live. Debbie has lung cancer. Carol is so upset, she said she can't stop crying for her friend. Could you all please pray for Debbie?

Thank you...................CINDY

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Happy Birthday Daniel

Yesterday my grandson Daniel turned 2 years old. The past 2 yrs have gone by so fast. He's getting so big, and can really talk up a storm now. I went to see him yesterday and took over 1 of the 6 gifts I bought for him. His party is on sunday, but he needed a gift on his birthday. Emma has some of his gifts here for him, so she had me wrap one of hers also. So, Daniel opened 2 gifts yesterday. Here's my lil man opening those 2 gifts.

He loved that bulldozer I got for him. And Diego is also a favorite of his. But on sunday Jim, Rebecca and I, Uncle Joe and Mommom I will go to Daniel's party with lot's more gift's. Here's the other 5 gift's I got for him.

Emma said he needed summer clothes real bad, so I went to the rainbow children's store. I love that store. And yes, they are Rebecca's piggy's you see in the pic, lol. So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Daniel. I love my Lil Man.

Love to all................................................Cindy

Monday, April 23, 2007

Not what we're looking for.

Hi all. Just thought I'd make an entry. Jim and I went to see the house I found. It's cute, but not what we're looking for. There's 3 bedrooms (very small) livingroom, dining room and kitchen. My bed would be the only piece of furniture I could put in my bedroom. There's less counter and cabinet space in there then I have now. And the stove is small. Big back yard, but it's all shade, and hardly any grass. There's no grass in front yard due to 2 huge pine tree's, and there's no washer and dryer hookups. Where would I put them and Jim's Dale Earnhardt toolbox. That thing is huge, over 5 1/2 feet tall and 4 feet wide. And it sits next door to a bar, where a bunch of guys were yelling and cussing. I don't want Rebecca to hear that. And there's no driveway. On street parking on a main road even more busy then where I park now. As Rebecca and I stood out front we witnessed a man not too steady on his feet, come out of the bar get into his car and peel wheels out of parking lot of bar. If Jim hadn't of pulled van up to where he did when we got there, that guy would of hit my van. So, we talked it over when we got home, and we decided it is not a place we want to call home. Especially since it looked as though the landlord had been drinking also. So, our search continues. We haven't been looking that long, we'll find something. Good thing is the longer our money sits in money market account, the more we'll have right? I put it all in money market account, because it earns alot more interest there then in checking and savings account. I wish our credit was clean, so we could buy a house. But it isn't. If I can't find a house, we'll just go for an apartment, but it has to have a dishwasher and washer and dryer hook-ups in it.

Well, I took Sarah home today. We had a nice weekend. Watched some movies, chatted for like forever, lol. I am staying home tomorrow and I will relax. I seen on the news a band of storms will come during the night. Thunder, lightning, rain. I don't mind it, but I hope it doesn't wake up Rebecca.

Well, I guess that's about it. I hope everyone has a wonderful day tomorrow.

LOVE TO ALL...........................................

Sunday, April 22, 2007

PICS

I just wanted to share the pics of the past couple days with you. There's too many so I loaded them AOL style, lol. Jim and Joe are cooking on the grill. I gotta make a salad, and another side dish. Hotdogs and Steaks is what their cooking.

It is just beautiful outside. I am so loving it. It's actually warm in here, almost 80 degree's in my apartment. It's fine with me though. I froze all winter, so I can use the thawing out, lol.

Well, I am going to cut this short, gotta go fix the rest of dinner. Have a great day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE TO ALL........................................CINDY

Busy, busy, busy

Good Morning!!! And it is a beautiful morning too. The sun is shining, the sky is blue and it's suppose to be in the low 80's today. Woooooooohoooooooo, finally some decent weather. My windows are open, a nice breeze is coming in. I am in heaven for sure. Sorry I haven't made an entry in what, 4 days, wow, I am slipping huh, lol. Friday morning I had an entry done, all dedicated to cancer, clicked on the save button and AOHELL ate it. I was so mad I gave up, shut off my computer completely. And left the house for the day. I went to Riverside, New Jersey and picked up my friend Sarah. She is staying with me until tomorow morning when I take her back home. She has been such a help too. She watched Rebecca all day yesterday and even cleaned my house for me. Jim and I went out looking all day for a place to move too. I found a cute one story house, fenced yard, nice big back yard, with a For Rent sign in window and a phone number. So, tomorrow morning I will call that number and see if it is in our price range. If it is I will make an appointment to go see it. Keep your fingers crossed ok? I really want to move. And this house is not in the city of Philadelphia, woooohooooooooo.

Jim's at the laundry mat right now. I told him after we move, I'll have my washer and dryer again, so I can keep the laundry done. I miss using my own appliances. They've been stored in Joe's garage for almost 4 years now.

Jim is taking Rebecca to the park later today. She is excited about that. I will give him my camera to take pictures of her. She loves being outdoors. Takes after her Daddy for sure.

Well, I promise tomorow I will make a bigger entry, and more detailed. I hope everyone is enjoying their weekends. Keep your fingers crossed for Angie/CanyonSun04 today. She is having an Open House today and wants to get her house sold so she can buy her grandparents home. Send her good luck and good wishes, please. Got my fingers and toes crossed for ya lil sis.

I am going to go now. take care everyone and have a great day.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Snag if you want it

  Please feel free to snag this ribbon. I have alot to write about, but I am just too tired. Not feeling well tonight either. So I think I am going to call it a night and go to bed. To, my sis in law to be Nancy, I will talk with you tomorrow night girl.

LOVE TO ALL...........................CINDY

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Your Child's Information/ Changes

    In memory of all those who lost their lives and those who were injured on April 16, 2007 during the tragedy at Va Tech. May God open his arms to all those killed and give them passage into his kingdom. May he also bless the one's who were injured, and bless the families.

 

With what is happening in our school's today, and the fact that i found out I have 98 sex offender's in my area, which has totally disgusted me, because I would of never known this if I did'nt look it up on the internet, I decided I would join The National Alert Registry. At a $10.00 sign up fee, and $4.95 per month, I will be notified of sexual offender's registering/moving into my area. I will also be alerted if a child is missing or abducted in my area. And I can change my information at any given time when I move. So, to me this is well worth it. I am also given forms where I can print out. These 2 forms are called Child Identification Kit. You fill out your child's information such as name, date of birth, address, phone number, birthmarks, scars, height weight, a spot is provided for their photo, and also for their finger prints. I am going to fill these forms out for my daughter Rebecca and also for each of my grandchildren. It's better to be safe then sorry, and not have this information in case something happens. In this world today there is a child missing, abducted, and even killed every minute of every day. It is our job as parent's to protect these innocent little human being's from harm. But when they are at school, or at the park, or even in your own yard, there is always that chance they could be taken from us. All it takes is for the phone to ring, or turning your head for a split second, and your child could be taken. So, by having these forms ready to give to the police, will help make the process of finding my child or my grandchildren go alot faster.

If you cannot afford the fee's to join this organization which is a total of $69.40 a year, but you would like to have a Child Identification Kit available for your child or children, just in case it is ever needed, I can provide you with one. If I could afford it all, I would send it to you at my own expense, but I live ona one salary a week paycheck. But in my opinion it is worth so much if it helps in finding your child alot faster. If you want this kit, drop me an email and I will give you my address. Then send me a self addressed stamped envelope and I will mail you these forms. I was previously asking for 1.00 to cover postage and all, but you know what, it would be easier on me just to have you mail an stamped enveloped with your address on it and I can just mail it to you. Or you can go to your child's school or local police department and have them do one for you. If you want me to send you the kit email me at emabecmar@aol.com and I will send you my address as to where to send the SASE.

Remember..................................

BE ALERT            BE AWARE              BE SAFE!!!!!!!

I will be going away on May 5th and will return on May 8th. It is my sister Helen's birthday May 7th and her husband is taking her to Ocean City, Maryland as a birthday present. She doesn't want to leave her home unattended and she has 2 dogs also, so I am going to go and stay at her home in Egg Harbor, NJ while she is gone. I am going to be turning off all my alerts during that time. It's gonna be a rough time for me, cause I won't have my computer, sniff, sniff, lol. But it's gonna be sooooooooo nice to get out of this city for a few days, and Rebecca will have a huge yard to play in and ride her bike, cause I am taking it with us. I will miss you all so much while I am gone. JLand is like a second home to me, and all of you are a part of my family. On May 4th, before I turn off my alerts, and shut down my computer while I am gone, I will send out an entry saying Good Bye, and when I return I will let you know with an entry. I will visit each of your journals when I return to see what I've missed. I'd better get off of this computer now and get some housework done. I hope you all enjoy your day.

Love to all......................................

 

                                  

 

 

More Postcards, Not for child viewing

Please do not let your child or children see this entry. It has photo's of postcards showing private area's of both men and women. If this entry is not something you want to see then please Do Not Go Any Farther. I do not want to offend anyone with us.

These are truely wonderful pieces of art work, and I hope you enjoy seeing them here in my journal.

 

 

This brings an end to these sculpture postcards. I'll post more of the other postcards sometime today or tomorrow.

                                    Cindy

Monday, April 16, 2007

Very old Photo's

Here is some of the old photo's my brother gave to me. I would love to know how old this clothing is these people are wearing. I am not worried about posting these pics here in my journal, because after all, I don't believe any of these people are still living. Their hair style and clothing is fascinating though. What do you think?

Postcards Part 2

These first 3 postcards are from the area where I grew up in.

Atlantic City, Wildwood, and Ocean City, all in New Jersey. And if you ask me which one I love the most, I would have to say Ocean City. The beach is awesome, the board walk is fantastic. I use to take my daughter Emma to Ocean City boardwalk alot when she was a baby. Emma was born in Atlantic City in 1980, during a major snow storm. Ok, so here you go, first 3 are in order as Atlantic City, Wildwood, Ocean City.

This next one is the S.S. Del-Mar-Va, out of Norfolk, Va. This Ferry boat was built in 1933 at a cost of $600,000.

Next one is just an old cartoon postcard, but I like it.

This next one has a little history to go along with it. It is of a Chapel that was restored at Fort Raleigh, Roanoke Island in North carolina. This chapel welcomes religion of all denominations. At this site on August 13, 1587 the first administration of a protestant sacrament in the new world was held, along with a christianing of an friendly indian named Manteo. A week later the infant Virginia Dare was christianed. Today this chapel still provides wedding ceremonies, christianings.

This one is the USO Club in Spartanburg, South Carolina. Servicemen who were stationed at Camp Croft made good use of the 5 USO clubs here. The largest club is operated by the YMCA.

This next one I saved for last, just because I thought it was pretty.

So, there you go some of my favorite postcards. I have so many more. I'll share them if you want to see them. I have alot more sculpture postcards, but if you want to see them, I must warn you, private parts can be seen. I also have some really old, and I do mean old photographs of people, I do not know. These were also given to me by my brother, given to him by someone else. The clothing they wore during that era is really amazing. If you'd like to see more let me know.

                                           


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