Friday, July 27, 2007

Odd's and End's

UGH!!!!!!!!! Is just how I feel this morning. The past 24 hours were from hell. I woke up yesterday morning, hurting so bad I was almost in tears. My body felt like I was run over by a dozen steam rollers. My head was pounding, I had really bad pains in my stomach and both my hands were numb. Not a good thing, I know. I took my BP meds, baby aspirin, stress tab, womans vitamin, and a Darvacet and I felt a little better about an hour or so later. It's a good thing too, because I had grocery shopping to do, and had to go on line and pay bills. All went well with bill paying except for telephone bill. Every fricken time I hit the Pay Bill Now button my fricking computer froze up. So I had to restart computer. I did this 6 times. Finally I said to hell with it and called in the payment over the phone. But by doing that they charge an extra $3.75, unlike internet where I don't get charged, grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. So, after that Rebecca and I go to my oldest daughter Emma's. I was gonna leave Rebecca there and go grocery shopping alone for some peace and quiet. Didn't happen!!! My adorable lil man says, "Mommom me go chopping too?" He can't say shopping, so he says chopping, lol. I say, No, honey. Mommom is going alone this time. He looks sad and walks up to me wrapping his little arms around me looks up with those big brown eyes and says, "Pweeeeeze, Mommom, me go chopping wid you? Did I give in? You bet I did, lol. I cannot say no to him and he knows this. So, Emma changed his diaper and I used her car because his carseat was already in it and off Daniel and I went. After shopping he says hungy Mommom. So we stopped at Burger King. He ate half of a hamburger and all of a size small french fries. I guess he was hungry, or is that hungy, lol. He drank all his apple juice too. I had my usual, Fish sandwich and unsweetened iced tea.

We arrived back at Emma's, and I took him into the hose along with his very own shopping bag which contained gold fish crackers and chocolate chip cookies. He hands his mommy his bag and says Look mommy cookies, fishies, lol. He was so happy. I then unloaded all 15 bags from Emmas car and put them in my van, collected Rebecca and we came home. I all of a sudden got hit with dizziness, shortness of breath, and pain so bad it felt like I was being stabbed all over my body and I was sweating so bad water was just pouring out of my pores. Rebecca knew something was wrong so this little girl helped me unload the van. She carried all but 3 bags up the 14 steps and into the kitchen. It took me over 5 minutes to climb the steps. I sat down on bottom step and walked up sitting on my butt. I knew if I tried to stand I'd probably pass out and fall. She helped put the food away, and fixed me a glass of iced cold diet pepsi and got herself a glass of Sunny D. I turned on both air conditioners and the ceiling fans and after a few minute's I felt better. It didn't help that it was so hot yesterday. I sat in rocking chair and I fell asleep. I woke up at 7pm. Jim wasn't home from work yet and Rebecca was on the computer. I fixed cheese burgers for supper. At 8pm I got Rebecca into bed. I relaxed at computer and guess what? Fell asleep again, lol. I woke up a few hours later and went to bed.

Well, 4:30 this morning my child wakes me up. She said she had a bad dream. And she would not go back to bed. So, I have been up since then. I had 4 cups of coffee, 20 oz bottle of diet pepsi and I am still tired. Ate a bowl of cheerios, still tired. I have a 2 liter bottle of Vanilla Cream soda, I am seriously thinking about drinking, cause maybe the sugar intake from it will give me some needed energy to tackle the task of cleaning my kitchen and washing 2 days worth of dirty dishes. I just haven't had the energy or ambition to do them. I need a dishwasher, lol.

Jim wants Spaghetti with sausage and meatballs for supper, so I have to put my sauce on and make the meatballs and throw them in the oven with the sausage to cook before adding them to sauce. I did manage to make the bed's after I got dressed this morning. Jim said he'll go to the laundry mat tomorrow morning and wash and dry the clothes.

How do I feel today? Tired, in pain, tired, naucious, tired, in pain, and did I say I was tired and in alot of pain? Mainly it's my back now giving me the pain. Right along right shoulder blade and under it. A nagging throbbing pain like a migrain headache. So, should I take a Darveset or a Percoset? And I think I will make a glass filled with ice and that vanilla cream soda, lol. There goes the diet today. I got on scale yesterday morning. I did lose a few pounds, but not enough to brag about. It's hard losing weight when your not healthy enough to walk, run, jog, excercise or go to the gym. It sucks, it really does.

We were told to expect strong to severe thunder storms late this afternoon and into tonight. That's fine with me because I'm not going out anywhere. I'm staying indoors, airconditioner's both on and try my best to get kitchen done and sauce cooking for dinner. I need to get Rebecca bathed before storms come, because I do not ever let her take a bath when it is storming, and I do not do dishes during a storm either.

I guess that is about it for now. There probably is more to write about, but right now I can't think, lol. Wonder why? LOL. Take care everyone, and I hope you have a wonderful day. Maybe I'll take pics of my messy kitchen before I clean it and after I clean it, lol. I usually don't let dishes pile up like that, but the past couple days I just didn't feel up to cleaning it up.

Love to all..............................



  1. cindy take it easy and feel better soon
    i remember feeling that way when i was pregnant and i was borderline gestational diabetic...
    maybe you should get checked out by a doctor?
    sugar levels might be making you feel sick

  2. Oh you are so funny Sorry for laughing but I carn't help it it's how you write things LOL!! Yes I gathered you are tired LOL!! Sounds exactly like I feel most days but we have to carry on havn't we? grrrrr.Bless Rebecca for helping with all those bags.well and the littel one God love him, can I come chopping Mommom.Haaa.I can just hear him from here LOL!! They are so cute and funny we have to give in don't we LOL!! I do hope you feel better soon.I have no idea realy what to tell you to take,I hate when I sweat so much like that.It pours from my head like a tap when I'm in warm weather.Forget the diet see how you feel then.You Take Care God Bless Kath

  3. Instead of this pop (or soda as I think you call it) how about water? They just put out a study on how bad diet pop is for our hearts (plus it's full of cancer causing sacrin).  I do hope you start feeling better, but when it's so hot out...pop is one of the worst things you can be drinking because it dehydrates our bodies.

  4. I think you should see your Doc Cindy. There's something going on for you to be so tired like that. Maybe you're anemic? Please go and let him check you out.
    Love ya,

  5. ((CINDY)) I wondered what was wrong I knew something. You sound like you need a doctor appointment. You can't get sick people need you and you got a new baby coming, plus who's gonna take that doll boy shopping. You sound just like me Kyan does the same to me and I take him everytime. Yes I think you do need a dishwasher.. maybe that could be a Christmas gift/birthday/anniversary. So glad you have Rebecca there to help you out. Try to rest, but I do think you need a checkup. Hope you have a great day and weekend.
    Take care and Hugs, Chrissie

  6. Cindy, please call the doctor and try to get in. I am truly concerned. It is not like you to feel so badly for days on end and i think you need to be seen if you can!

  7. Hi Cindy,  Do hope that you get a good sleep tonight and that the storms don;t cause much damage.  Please do go and see the Dr.  You are drinking far to much sweet stuff....sure it won't be doing you any good. Bless the wee one for helping you, arn't they the grandest wee helpers.  Love  Sybilsybil45

  8. Cindy, you sound so drained lately.  I pray you get to feeling better soon.  Your dinners always sound so delicious.  Jim is a lucky man.  My Dirk isn't complaining either. lol  I give in to the grandbaby too.  Just rotten they are.  :)
    Love ya,

  9. Cindy take care of yourself and yes just rest and don't go anywhere. Maybe you need to go to the doctor if you still feel dizzy and numb. I worry about you. Awww for the little guy, yep how can you say no to him. He is just so cute.

  10. Please take it easy!!  

  11. I know I am late, but kick back and take it easy ok?
    Gaz xx

  12. I am not a doctor by any means, but I get very similar symptoms when I have too much caffeine and it can be even worse if I amexhausted.  I know it didn't give you the energy you were looking for, but you DID have alot of it!!  My suggestion?  Drink ALOT of water, take some advil and take a nap!!!!  


  13. You are trying to do too much, take some time for just YOU!
    If you cont not feeling well, see a Dr...ok?
    Have a good wkend.

  14. Cindy!  I am so sorry that you are having a day from hell!  {{{ Cindy }}}  I too am too overweight, but how can you exercise when you feel like hell just getting thru the day!  

    I am glad that you called the doc... as I saw in the entry above!

    be well,

  15. girl i'm praying foer you

  16. Awwwwww Cindy, I am so sorry you are'nt feeling well, hope you feel better soon, Hugs Lisa

  17. I'm so sorry you're feeling so bad. Thanks for your sweet comments on the new baby. Oh my gosh, I've forgotten what the littlest ones are like. I'm finishing crocheting the edge on a recieving blanket. She will look so sweet swaddled in it. then I have to  get busy on a baby boy afghan I just found out a nephew & his wife are expecting a little ghost on Halloween.
    So sweet of you to take little man chopping with you. Hate you felt so bad. Sweet of Rebecca to help you carry in the groceries. My grands like to help unload...and see what Gramma bought. LOL
    I made spaghetti last night, it was OK. I used frozen meatballs. The girls will eat a LOT of spaghetti. Tonight we had French Dip sandwiches. A nice change.
    TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF Stay cool. Have a good weekend.
    Hugs, Barb    

  18. That was lovely you going out with your little grandson, what a shame though that you felt so bad on getting home.  Rebecca is a little star for helping you in with the shopping.  Take this as a warning that you are overdoing things and please try to slow down.  I hope you are feeling better now but remember it will all be there to do tomorrow and if you feel bad you must rest.  Hugs, Terry x

  19. seraphoflove9001July 29, 2007 at 6:54 AM

    Oh Cindy! I worry about you! I sure hope that you will be able to get some rest so you can get better. Many hugs to you my friend.

  20. start i came across your blog and im glad i did... your entries look a lot like my mothers. my mom has knownly had m.s. since 2005. the ups and downs are much alike.... i send my heart out to you and your family...

  21. Cindy.. please take care of yourself..  You really scare me, with all those symptoms you described.  Take it easy... and see a doctor.  I'm serious!