I'm feeling kind of sad today, with a little touch of depression I guess. Last night around 7:pm Dan called me to tell me he had taken my daughter Emma to the hospital, with severe abdominal pain. He said he did'nt know anything yet, about what was causing Emma so much pain, but he'd call again when he knew something. Almost 2 hours went by before He called again. During those 2 hours, I was a nervous wreck. All kinds of things were going through my mind, like she was having appendix problems, or liver or kidney failure, or maybe she was pregnant and having a miscarriage. Dan said the doctor had blood work done and examined Emma, and he was pulling towards it was her appendix. So they had taken her down to have a cat scan to find out for sure. Dan said he'll call me when he finds out for sure. So, more waiting and waiting and waiting. Finally at about 11:pm he called me. It was'nt her appendix, thank god. They found a very large kidney stone. The doctor gave her a prescription, and told her she will just have to let nature take it's course, and let the kidney stone pass. I've known people who have had them, and they were in so much pain. My poor Emma, I want to run to her and take her in my arms and make it go away, but I can't. I think she hates me. Dan sort of slipped and said he was'nt suppose to call me when he took Emma to the hospital, but he felt he had too. He said he was so scared it was something more serious. Once I even heard his voice break up like he was gonna cry. I know he loves her very much, I wish she felt the same about him. Dan is gonna call me today, probably during his lunch break. I'll find out then if she hates me. I think I'm gonna write her a long letter. I can read what I'm saying first, before putting my foot in my mouth, like I did when I left her that very mean message on her cellphone. i feel so bad for doing that. I love my daughter very much. I will let you know what comes of that. Gonna go now, time for chores, yuck.