Thursday, July 13, 2006
Variety of things.
Hello, everyone. Just felt like jotting down a quick entry. I went to doctor's this morning for blood test to check to see if cholesterol level came down. I should get results by monday. I did get both bad news and good news today at doctor's. Good news is the results of that Nuclear Cardio Stree Test showed I have a perfect heart and clean arteries, yessssssssssssss!!! I was so worried over that too. The bad news is my blood pressure went up again. Last time I had it checked it was 144/88, today it was 150/90. He kept me on the Lotrel for the BP, but he raised, the dosage from 5/20 to 10/40, and gave me another prescription to take with it. I have'nt gotten it filled yet so I don't know the name of it yet. Well, our friend Joe loaned us his Blazer today so I could go to doctor appointment and Jim went grocery shopping. He does the grocery shopping, I get too stressed anymore when shopping. Right now he's out back cooking BBQ Chicken, Burgers and Hotdogs on the grill. I sliced up tomato's, lettuce, onions, pickles and hot peppers already. There on a plate in the fridge. Gotta heat up the beans yet and corn. But I have plenty of time. Joe is gonna come up for dinner. Tomorrow is Joe's birthday. I'm gonna bake him a cake and cook a nice dinner for his birthday. Well, my daughter Emma has'nt called me today. She seemed very distant yesterday when I seen her for like a 10 minute visit. She did'nt say much at all, and did not look me in the eyes when she was talking. Mostly she talked to her little sister. I honestly think she wants to hurt me with what she's doing. I know she's been lieing to me, has'nt came over so I can see my grandbabies, and she sent my grand daughter to New Jersey to the sperm donor biological father who once threatened to kill that child. My grand daughter has been there for over a week now. She knows how I feel about that low life piece of worthless crap. She told me weeks ago, she will let him see her a couple hours twice a month, but it has to be supervised. Well, apparently she lied about that too. Do I have the words "I'm a sucker, lie to me" written on my forehead, Jeez. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep, cause I know something is gonna happen that's gonna be bad, over all this. I have always had that sixth sense about me. I dream it, and darn if it don't come true, and I hate that. Three years ago my niece Sandy was pregnant (18yrs old) with her first child. I had a dream she died on the delivery table. Well, 12 days after she gave birth, she was found laying on the livingroom floor with a baby bottle of formula in her hand. She was dead. She bleed internally and had a heart attack because no blood was pumping through her heart. My intuitions scare me. I just can't shake this feeling that something is gonna happen to either Emma or my grand daughter Marissa. God I can only hope I am wrong this time. Well, I'd better go now, dinner is just about done. Have a great evening all. God Bless.