Thursday, October 5, 2006

GRRRRRRRRR

I AM SO MAD RIGHT NOW, I COULD SPIT FIRE. WORD OF ADVICE, THESE ON LINE MAKE MONEY SURVEY'S ARE NOTHING BUT A BIG MONEY MAKING GIMMICK FOR OTHERS, NOT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COMPLETE THIS SURVEY AND EARN $$$$$$, BULLCRAP, COMPLETE THE SURVEY AND THEY CHARGE YOU. THAT'S RIGHT, YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T KNOW HOW HE DID IT, OR EVEN IF HE READ ENTIRELY THROUGH THE SURVEY, BUT MY KNUCKLE HEAD HUSBAND HAS PUT ALL KINDS OF CHARGES ONTO MY CREDIT CARD. THIS MORNING, I LOOK MY ACCOUNT UP ON LINE AND LOW AND BEHOLD I HAVE 26.00 BALANCE IN ACCOUNT. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE OTHER 30.00???? I'LL TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED. THERE WAS A CHARGE FOR 19.95 FOR A FREE CREDIT REPORT. HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ALREADY KNOW MY CREDIT SUCKS, WHAT DO I NEED A CREDIT REPORT TO TELL ME THAT FOR???? THEN THERE'S A CHARGE FOR 9.95, FOR A COMPANY TO HELP YOU ANSWER ANY TYPE OF QUESTION'S YOU NEED AN ANSWER TOO. AGAIN, HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE A COMPUTER AND THE FRICKEN INTERNET, I CAN GET MY OWN DAMN ANSWERS, THANK YOU. SO, I CALL THESE 2 PLACES AND TELL THEM TO CANCEL THE TRANSACTION, I DID NOT AUTHORIZE IT. I AM THE PRIMARY ACCOUNT HOLDER AT MY BANK, UNLESS I ORDER IT, I DON'T WANT IT. THEY TRY THIS, WELL, MAM, MAM HELL PUT MY MONEY BACK INTO MY ACCOUNT OR I WILL REPORT YOU FOR INTERNET SCAMMING TO CONSUMER AFFAIRS, BETTER BUSINESS BUREAU, AND THE FBI. GUESS WHAT? MY MONEY IS BACK IN MY ACCOUNT. TAKE MY MONEY AND THINK YOUR GONNA GET AWAY WITH IT? I DON'T THINK SO. I JUST CALLED MY BANK, AND TOLD THEM ANY TRANSACTIONS THAT COME THROUGH AS A DEBIT WITHDRAWL AND WERE NOT MADE AT AN ATM FACILITY TO DO NOT PAY!!!!!!!!!! THEY SAY THEY WILL PUT A STOP TO SUCH DEBIT'S MADE THROUGH INTERNET FOR ME. THANK GOODNESS MY BANK IS GOOD WITH THAT. I LOVE MY BANK, POLICE AND FIRE CREDIT UNION.

NOW ONTO ANOTHER HAPPY NOTE, STILL NO JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!! APPLIED AT A PLACE THIS MORNING AND WAS TOLD WE'RE SLOW BUT WE'LL KEEP YOUR APPLICATION ON FILE. IF NO JOB BY MONDAY, THEN I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO GO FILE FOR PUBLIC ASSISTANCE, AND I DO NOT WANT TO DO THAT. WHAT IS GOING ON? CAN THINGS GET ANY WORSE??? I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING IS CRASHING DOWN ON ME AND I HAVE NO WHERE TO GO. I JUST WANT TO CURL UP IN SOME CORNER AND DISAPPEAR. ALL MY LIFE ALL I EVER DID WAS HELP, HELP, HELP EVERYONE AND HOW AM I PAID FOR IT??? WITH ALL THIS CRAP HAPPENING NOW. I PRAY AND PRAY FOR THINGS TOGET BETTER, BUT THEY NEVER DO. THEY JUST SEEM TO BE GETTING WORSE. HOW MUCH WORSE CAN THEY GET. IS THE BIG QUESTION. STILL NO CALL FROM ED'S GLASS, STILL NO WORD ABOUT UNEMPLOYMENT, NO TITLE FOR THAT CAR DAN SAID WE CAN HAVE. DAM I NEED A PUNCHING BAG RIGHT NOW, TO GET OUT ALL THE FRUSTRATIONS.

I SENT JIM TO THE LAUNDRY MAT. WHY SIT AROUND LOOKING PATHETIC, WAITING FOR ME TO PULL A MIRACLE OUT OF MY HAT OR ASS EITHER ONE WHEN I HAVE LAUNDRY TO DO? SO HE WENT TO DO IT. I HAVE ENOUGH ON MY MIND. JOE LOANED US HIS CAR TODAY, SO JIM IS USING IT TO DO LAUNDRY. I GUESS SELLING MY ANTIQUES IS LOOKING LIKE I MAY HAVE TOO. JIM HAS A RIFLE AND SCOPE I BOUGHT HIM IN WYOMING, AND USED IT ONLY TWICE HUNTING, SO I'M GONNA TELL HIM TO SELL IT. I PAID OVER 500.00 FOR IT AS A GIFT FOR HIM WHEN I GOT MY LAWSUIT YEARS AGO WHEN SOME CARELESS IDIOT CRASHED INTO MY CAR WHILE I WAS PARKED AND ME IN THE DRIVER'S SEAT. YEP ANOTHER BOUT OF BAD LUCK BACK THEN. I DON'T OWN ANY DIAMONDS OR GOLD OR PEARLS, CAUSE WE NEVER COULD AFFORD THEM, SO I CAN'T SELL ANYTHING LIKE THAT. WE USE TO HAVE AN AUTOGRAPHED TOOLBOX SIGNED BY DALE EARNHART SR., BUT IT WAS STOLEN OUT OF MY HUSBAND'S WORK TRUCK AT WORK AT DIAMOND AUTO GLASS. WE KNOW WHO DID IT, BUT CAN'T PROVE IT, GRRRRRRRRR. I THINK MAYBE THIS WEEKEND I SHOULD CONSIDER HAVING A YARD SALE. AT LEAST MAKE A FEW DOLLARS TO MAYBE COVER A BILL OR TWO. I AM GOING NUTS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO. A BRICK WALL IS LOOKING REAL GOOD RIGHT NOW. DON'T WORRY I'M NOT SUICIDAL, NOT YET. I'M JUST SO DAM FRUSTRATED, MAD, DEPRESSED, WORRIED. I NEED A MIRACLE RIGHT NOW, I REALLY DO. I AM REALLY HATING DIAMOND AUTO GLASS RIGHT NOW. THOSE PRICKS CAUSED ALL THIS. YOU HEAR ME DIAMOND AUTO GLASS?????? I HATE YOUR COMPANY AND YOUR HUMAN RESOURCE DEPARTMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK, SORRY I VENTED SO LONG, I NEEDED TO LET OUT SOME STEAM. I CAN'T DO IT PHYSICALLY HERE AT HOME, BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO UPSET MY DAUGHTER REBECCA. SHE ISN'T FEELING WELL TODAY. DIAREHA AND THROWING UP. SHE CAUGHT A BUG OF SOME KIND. BEEN GIVING HER GATORADE, SHE WON'T DRINK PEDIALYTE. NO FEVER THANK GOODNESS. HOPE YOUR ALL HAVING A BETTER DAY THEN I AM. AT LEAST SOMEONE CAN ENJOY A PEACE OF MIND IF I CAN'T.

                  

16 comments:

  1. Go ahead & vent dear, you needed to!!! {{{{}}}}
    Sending good vibes your way!
    Sugar

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  2. lol  oh boy sounds like you had loads of fun today
    noelle

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  3. Wow, I hate those dammed internet scams!!!  Thanks for the warning.  Meditation helps in times like these :)

    Amy

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  4. Glad you got your money back.

    http://journals.aol.co.uk/jeanno43/JeannettesJottings/

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  5. You just unload all you want. I'm going through so much crap right now, and I can feel for you too. Praying for your miracle.
    Take care of yourself and your family.
    God Bless,
    Liz

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  6. I do know what you mean about money, I pray that something will find you, I wish so badly I could help. I'm gonna win , and you know what I mean.  <sigh> You have all right to vent, I just hate this is happening to you, just HATE IT.  If you can do ebay, you may get more off of that ;)
    hugs
    Ang

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  7. I am so sorry that things are so bad for you guys right now.  You did the right thing calling the bank.  I don't know if I would have thought about doing that.  Try to have a good night.
    Missie

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  8. Try not to get so upset, Cindy..  and I can say that because I am in the same boat and have been since July!  No job.. no money.. no insurance.  I am grateful that my kids are grown and gone, so I don't have to worry about feeding them, but I do know how you feel.  Pray that God brings you through this.  He will, if you have faith.  I don't know how I keep managing to have enough money to pay my mortgage, utilities, car payment and food bills.  God just keeps taking care of me.  I get frustrated because I haven't been able to find a job yet, but I still feel blessed that at this point I am not out on the street.

    I will keep you in my prayers, Cindy.  Please try not to get too stressed out..

    Hugs
    Jackie

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  9. Can your husband draw unemployment?
    I use to make a pretty good living having yard sales when Danny got to where he could not work and I had no job! I had my first with just what I had in my home to sell...then I took half of the money and went to an auction and also other's yard sales(they are eveywhere..little old barns with other peoples junk) and bought up stuff for as little as a dime and then turned around and resold it for a lt more. Once I bought a box of cloth pieces for 50 cents, and turned around and sold it all for 25.00 to a quilter!!! You can make good money if you work it right, so That is a good idea you have.
    Those surveys are a scam for real..once I got an email saying if I took a survey then I would get a 50.00 gift card to somewhere..well, guess what...after takingt he dang survey for over an hour, I finally come to the spot where they wanted me to sign up for something that cost money to get my"free" card...CHIT. I do not understand why aol or the others let this crap go on.
    I am gonna  pray that you get your miracle Cindy.
    love ya,
    carlene

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  10. You need to vent so just go ahead. It is understandable and I know you're worried and frustrated.  You know that phrase about what goes around comes around?  well, you've got good things coming.  If you are able to, find someone to do something nice for with your time, your big heart, your talents.  It will come back to you and add to your already growing account.  I know this sounds silly but this won't go on a long time and eventually, you all will be ok.  It's just very tough right now and I'm so sorry you're going through it, but through it is the key here.  
    NELISHIA
    http://journals.aol.com/nelishianatl/WISHINGANDHOPING/
    http://journals.aol.com/tsalagiprincess1/JumpingOffTheDeepEnd/

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  11. hang in there:) keeping you in my prayers

    Deb

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  12. im really sorry about this hardship especially at this time of year.. If you need assistance please dont be prideful, its what we all pay taxes for and why not use it when you need it.. Even money for food helps sooo much.. I went on it before and the minute i didnt need it i dropped it so the need can go to someone else.
    i know it hurts our prude, believe me i know. And they want to know everything.....
    i wouldnt sell your things cause some things you can never replace..
    love Christine

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  13. You must be running around with my hubby cause he's all uptight over money right now.  Sorry to hear about your drama's -- thank GOD the bank was able to snag yer money back!  Aren't computer's great!

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  14. Cindy, this is awful. I can't believe you had to go through all this aggravation today. At least you were able to get your money back and the bank was helpful to you. Things will work out. You must believe that. I'll keep you in my prayers.

    Love ya, Mandy ~

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  15. (((CINDY)))
    Sorry Rebecca has caught something now. Don't waste your money on Pedialyte that stuff is nasty. Use Gerber LiquiLytes Instant Mix Fruit Punch flavor and let it get really cold. That is the best to use, if you're wanting something like that.
    Honey you rant away. You deserve a break after everything you've been through. That that doesn't kill us only makes us stronger RIGHT? sometimes that's really hard to remember.
    I remember having to sell guns to make fast money. I have my eye on like eight of them right now and believe me if my stove, fridge and dryer go out they are gone.
    Take care, Chrissie

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  16. Hang in there girl...and don't EVER ask how it can be worse cause you just might find out!  This too shall pass.  Believe me.
    Pam

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